In our latest cultural offering, Ayberk Efendi presents “Bana seni gerek seni”, a heartfelt composition that unites melody, poetry and the timeless Sufi longing for Divine love. Performed and recorded by Ayberk Efendi with his ensemble, the piece invites listeners into an intimate space where the human heart meets the presence of the Almighty.
The verses repeat the refrain “You’re the one I need, you’re the one I crave”, a poetic echo of the soul’s longing for its Source. Through vivid images—“the bottom of the sea,” “the water of love’s spices” and “daily care for you holds me in its grip”—the song shows how love permeates every part of existence. The confession that “if I ceased to exist I would not grieve, the only source I have is your love” mirrors the classic Sufi conviction that true contentment lies in God alone.
Musically, the composition blends contemporary instrumentation with subtle Ottoman tonalities, honouring our heritage in a language that speaks to today’s seekers. The rise and fall of the melody reflects a heart that burns “day and night” in devotion.
For us at the Royal Ottoman Society, this work is more than a performance; it is a living reminder that the path of love (mahabba) is always open. As Ayberk Efendi sings, “I found great joy in being alive,” we are encouraged to see each breath as an invitation to deepen our connection with the Divine.
We welcome you to share this music in your own circles and to let its verses inspire personal contemplation or communal dhikr.
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